recovering

wahh. cant stop crying when i watched that movie,
it was so sweett!!! n sadd!! n touching!!
i give it 5 stars. ahha, bling2.
smpai bengkak mate,
i dont even know which part that i didnt cry,
only some parts before her husband died.
gosh. her husband was so sweett!! really sweet.
n after her husband died. i cried at all parts all the way.
haha. funnayyy. beriyer pulak tuh.
lg beriyer dari patah hati. haha.

conclusion, go watch it youself,
I LOIKE!! HAHA :)

now, just even by looking at the pictures,
i feel like crying already, awww~~

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not mad ponn,
ngantok +________+
nk tido.

tralalaa~

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It feels like we've been out at sea, whoa
So back and forth that's how it seems, whoa
And when I wanna talk you say to me
That if it's meant to be it will be
Whoa oh no
So crazy is this thing we call love
And now that we've got it we just can't give up
I'm reaching out for you
Got me out here in the water
And I

I'm overboard
And I need your love to pull me up
I can't swim on my own
It's too much
Feels like I'm drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My lifesaver
(Lifesaver, oh lifesaver)
My lifesaver
(Lifesaver, oh lifesaver)
Whoa


I never understood you when you'd say, whoa
Wanted me to meet you halfway, whoa
Felt like I was doing my part
You kept thinking you were coming up short
It's funny how things change cause now I see
Oh whoa
So crazy is this thing we call love
And now that we've got it we just can't give up
I'm reaching out for you
Got me out here in the water
And I

I'm overboard (overboard)
And I need your love to pull me up
I can't swim on my own
It's too much (it's too much)
Feels like I'm drowning (ohh)
Without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My lifesaver


Oh
It's supposed to be some give and take I know
But you're only taking and not giving anymore
So what do I do
Cause I still love you
(I still love you baby)
And you're the only one who can save me

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bought a new WATCH.
haha. me loike.

btw, now in tense.
dgr lagu justin bieber lg bgus,

ppl, go die.
haha.

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and this is you

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i mean, lately,
yeah, including myself, but i dont really know how to express stuff anymore,
like i used to.
somehow, it just doesnt feel right,
everything that i do,it just seem to....
i dont know.i dont feel like myself anymore,
okay, it been long since i kept this to myself.
i miss my friends. i miss them so fucking damn much!
i know2, all of u said we are still together and stuff like that.
i dont wanna bring this up,
but, we're not!! seriously,
i'm jealous of other people's friendship.
so freakingly jealous. i know u wont read this. so i cont care!
we used to be we, and now?
we're pretending to be we.i think so.
everytime i look at how we're not together anymore, my heart ache,
i feel like crying, but i think that too childish i guess,
or should i say i've cried enough.
how many time should i say? oh yes, I LOVE YOU PEOPLE.
but yet. i think it makes no difference.
i know we wont be like we used to be.
i'm so far from u guys. not in the same class nor dorm,
yes the same floor but we didnt even visit each other.
maybe some of them were my fault. but i dont know~
i dont know what did i do,
or what i should do. i just.... i dont know,,
hmm.ok. so now. the tv playing a song which really suits my mood right now.
darn! i feel like crying. but no. hold it. shishh.
people say life's complicated. i say life's bullshit.
truth are lies , lies are truth.
how would you know? basically, what effy said is true.
i'm LOST! so lost. u ask me to smile?
screw you. no way.
yeah, that's what i'll say to myself. but still.
i'll smile. u know that.
few days ago. my brother said,
"tgk cm wawa nie.tade mslh pon. mslh frenship pon tade. bagus eh wawa nih. dye....blah3,"
i just kept quiet, that night, i think to myself.
how come people think i dont hav a problem? n no friendship problems?
o yeah. cz people never know. i guess i dont show.
no wonder u , both of u,
dont even know that i've been missing you guys all this while.
that i've been missing we. what happen to once upon a time?
hmm2. okay2, just expressing myself tonight. since everyone is expressing themselves.
haishh.

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went to kb mall.
ate tom yam.
went to pantai tok bali if i'm not mistaken,
haha.
going to pasir puteh tomorrow.

bought cereal n milk just now.
for breakfast tomorrow.
haha.yummay!! :P

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So here we stand
In our secret place
With a sound of the crowd
So far away
And you take my hand
And it feels like home
We both understand
It's where we belong

So how do I say?
Do I say goodbye?
We both have our dreams
We both wanna fly
So let's take tonight
To carry us through
The lonely times


I'll always look back
As I walk away
This memory
Will last for eternity
And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I've found my way
Back to your arms again
But until that day
You know you are
The queen of my heart


Queen of my heart


So let's take tonight
And never let go
While dancing we'll kiss
Like there's no tomorrow
As the stars sparkle down
Like a diamond ring
I'll treasure this moment
Till we meet again


But no matter how far
(Matter how far)
Or where you may be
(Where you may be)
I just close my eyes
(I just close my eyes)
And you're in my dreams
And there you will be
Until we meet




Oh yeah
You're the
Queen of my heart
(Of my heart)
No matter
How many years it takes
(Queen of my heart)
I'll give it all to you
Oh yeah
(Queen of my heart)
Oh yes you are
The queen of my heart

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wohoo! xm's over :)

i like ~
ahaha. but there's nothing interesting to be talked about.
so i'm not gonna write long.
well. i'm going to kelantan with effy this friday,
cant wait! :) we're gonna hav fun kn effy?
anyhoo, i'm gonna get some of my results tomorrow
but i'm not planning to on9
so. gonna tell you my results when i'm back.
or when there's any empty computers around :)
haha.till then.
tata~

my life right now,
is just the way it is.
just cant describe it.
thats that.
fullstop

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i dont know what to do,
or what to say,
i only ask u not to cry,
n be by her side.

till then.

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