hurm.

haha. i'm quite happy today i guess.

but i dont exactly know why though.
i'm extremely tired these days.
n my homework were like tonsss!
haha. so dead. when am i supposed to do my homework?
when i dont even have preps n stay ups?
everything had been burned :P haha.
too bad. guess i have to squeeze all my stuff in
all the time i have.which is like wayyy~ HARD!
haha. i'm so freakingly dead!

in need of ULTRAMAN! haha :P
tw *love*

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extremely in stress

but luckily the program worked out a little.

i'm really2 tired.
so i cant concentrate on my studies.
i cant even study.
i'll always fall asleep when i wanted to study.
i dont get it. i hate it.
hmm. i really need to study.
i really misses my books.
but i dont even have enough momentum to start studying.
aish. :(( sos please!

yesterday, i heard something from bear's friend.
n she told me that i blushed. did i?
haha.nwayy, i still like that news :)
really cheers me up a little. thx.
twtwtw :))

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tense!

extremely in tense.

robot was a disaster,
i dont know what to do anymore!
but i know i can!
yes! you can do it wawa!
go neurowhoa!! :))
hahah.

ps : can you just make up ur mind already??

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whoever that hurts her leg

i dont know how i felt right now,

anyhoo, just get well soon.
i know hows your leg,
n i know u. durhh. obviously,
it has been 3 years.
the thing is,,, just dont do anything reckless.
n stop making me worry , i guess.
i dont know.i'm in state of confusion right now.
too many things in mind.
but still, i'm freakingly mad at you.
but right now i have to continue reading.
its 1.40 in the morning.
so, chiaoz!

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like whoa.

today was extremely exhausting!

haish2. this is my life.
cheer.robot.xm.
plus, i'm in tp. a.k.a teraju puteri :)
newly in. haha. quite shocked. :P
hmm.nothing much.
i'm just really2 tired this few days.
n there's tons of homework.
so i should really get going. ttyl.

p/s: instead just by saying ily.
you should really show your love.
if not. you should just stop faking.
it'll worn u up.

bear. sorry 4 the late reply :(
so sorry. just cant manage to find the time :P
tc

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sukantara :) wee~

yeahh,alhamdulillah, i got nine :)

tommorow's tarik tali. n f5's sukantara.
g.luck! heh.
very busy right now with cheer n robotic.
still in tense. hmm.
there's so many stuff we need to polish 4 cheer.
n so many stuff we need to do 4 robotic,
esp,modify the robot. hmm.
anyhoo.wish me all the best :)

lbnl, you'll lose everything if u never learn to appreciate.

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wtv.

more and more stories i've heard.

do u even know how i felt?
like. what the??!
lets end this. durh. buhbye.
sooner is always better than later.
lets get this straight,
YOU CAN NEVER HAVE BOTH
so stop dreaming about it.
once u have one.u can never have the other even by a little bit,NEVER.
pls do not involve anyone.settle this one to one.
think about others.they never want to be bothered.

ps: i'm on tense today!
ask me why?
i'll tell you why...
I DONT KNOW!

i have a story bout bear.
but i'll tell you bout that tomorrow :))

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everything's bullshit! its a lie!

well,its true that life is full of lies.

lies never ends.
never believe what people say.
you need to see in order to believe.
proof is all that matters.

and guess what?
i'm freakin' tired of all this drama.
durhh.soo not interested in being a drama queen.
so screw you.screw me.screw life.
idc.shuh shuh.

teddieeeee~ BEAR :P
sorry i havent gave you the...*stuff*
everthing's so packed right now,
but "rrrrrrr"
i'll make time 4 u later :) we'll see.
n sorry coz i didnt go to your dorm yesterday.(sunday)
u know how i am yea? haha :P
just take great care of yourself.
will be seeing u later :P
xoxo

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the time has come :(

its time for me to leave everything.

btw,everyone's acting weird todayy!
i hate that! urghh..my homeworkssss!
so0o0o NOT DONE!
hurm..what to do..ahahaha :( sadd.
well. good bye my tsunami-like-room.
haha.cant live in mess anymore :( gaga.
have to put all your life in a cupboard.
no fun!! but wtv. need to focus on robotik n cheer
AND EXAM!! 2 more weeks! omg! so not ready.
WISH ME ALL THE BEST!
tralalaa~

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just listen,

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
The pain was deep, unbearable and painful,
Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not
You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes you and i wish that we didn't have to part.<3
You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, we know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and you love me, loving someone else will always seem strange.
Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that you was the one who threw them away,
And this is something we will always.........................(continue it yourself)

to those who thinks it is for them :P

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everybody knows-john legend

It gets harder every day, but I can’t seem to shake the pain
I’m trying to find the words to say, please stay
It’s written all over my face, I can’t
Function the same when you’re not here
I’m calling your name but no one’s there
And I hope one day you’ll see nobody has it easy,
I still can’t believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best, I guess.
‘Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We’ve heard it all before, that everybody knows
Just how to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

I don’t care what the people say
They brought it all in anyway
Baby don’t fill up your head with he-said, she-said
It seems like you just don’t know
The radio’s on, you're tuning me out,
I’m trying to speak, you’re turning me down

And I hope one day you’ll see nobody has it easy,
I still can’t believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best, I guess.




**credits to john legend.this song speaks for me.
guess i dont have to speak. haha**

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now you're seventeen!!





k.izzati,,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
MAY GOD BLESS YOU :p
HAVE A BLASTTT!!
pnat au cari hadiah. kn effy??
haha . sorry share jea :P
bak kata effy "blom ckop kaya" haha :))


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today was nothing

i got into a fight with my brother.

well, so called brother. wtv.
i'm seriously pissed~ like, SERIOUSLY SERIOUS.
urgh. i hate him. A LOT! grr~

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mid :) wawa.ffy.afar.arina.syak.aishah.fadzleen.ke-on





































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shinee-please dont go

someone dedicate this song to me.
it was nice.

shinee-please dont go.

well, i wonder which part she wants to dedicate to me.
hurm.i still dont get her.
thx btw.

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yosh!

heh. just now i read someone's blog.
well. he usually wrote it in english.
but lately his posts were in bm.
so i told him i was kinda sad to read his blog in bm.
cause the first reason he started to write in english
was to improve his english.so just now.
i told him.

"who cares what others think.just do whatever u wanna do."

n finally. he decided to write in english again..
yipee!!~ arigatoo.. :) n good luck!

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done crashing at effy's!

yesterday we wanted to do our homeworksssss.
but yea. at 11.50 i was quite tired.
n effy was busy trying to upload pics.
so i told her that i wanted to take a nap n wake me up at 12 or when she'd done uploading.
n when i woke up. it was already 8++ in the morning.
haha :) i woke up because i felt my phone vibrating.
it was a cal from chu. n i answered it.
haha.my voice sucks! i was half asleep at first :P
soo..yeaa..haha, but then i was awake :)
when i was talking to chu. effy was asleep.
n then she suddenly woke up. rub her eyes. n then continue sleeping.
haha.funnaayyyy..
n when she woke up. if i'm not mistaken.
we've online 4 a while.
then we went downstairs to have our breakfast :)
fried rice+banana=....................urmm..haha..
then i took my bath,get ready,pack my stuff,n we're OFF TO BANGSAR VILLAGE!
KABOOMM!that was my first time.
haha :P it was ok i guess. yea..there's some stuff with my kind of fashion.
effy showed me those shops.thx! but too bad i was short of cashh. sobs :(
sorry effy. n then we went n search 4 k.izzaty's birthday gift :P
yea..dont search then u will find.
kn effy?haha. yeah. finally after almost 1 hour searching.
we finally came up with something. so yea.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY K.IZZATY.
haha :P n then effy's parents took me for lunch. thx!
n finally,its time to go home!
sorry, "tatau jalan"
hehe.yeah, i was so damn freaking blurr at my own area.
sorry effy n family, :)
HOSPITAL RAZLAN=HOSPITAL SLAYANG
i'll keep that in mind :P but we managed to find our wayy..
n finally i'm home. n that's that. imy effy :)

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picta! click!click!click!


















yesterday's pictures!
more coming! :))

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forgot :P

todayy,,
lots of personal stuff happend to me.
well. cant story here.
but even if i want to. i cant describe it.
i dont really know how i should feel..
i dont know..hmm...no one's making up their mind.
so how am i supposed to make up my mind??!!

anyhoo.i'm glad that bear finally top up.
haha :) yeay. n thx.
i............. i..............
(i cant say it anymore??)
hmm.. still thx.
yeaa, wanna do "misi mencari blog" yea?
haha. try to find it lahh. :) kekexx. will be waiting..~

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day out with my sayangss.

gonna upload the pics later..
we went to mid. n it was a blast!! :)
we played bowling, (3 games)
omg. "rse nak patah tgn nie"
1st && 3rd game : winner,effy
2nd game : winne,wawa
muahaha :)) then we wanted to watch movie.
well, that was the first plan. but..
the Q was waayyyy too long.
haha. i mean like seriouslyy longg.
longer than usual :P so. we've cancelled the plan.
then we went to the gardens n wanted to go to red box.
but there were some problems there. haha :) funnayy..
finally everyone were short of cash! including me! aish2~
i wish i could shop. there were just so many stuff to buy!
seriouslyy.haha.too bad :(
tensi je td cz cant shop.sobs. haha :(
then now. i'm crashing at effy's! wee~
gonna tell you bout that later! :)
sayonara!!

credits to effy,syak,arina,afar,aishah,ke-on,fadzleen!

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extremely exhausted.

omg!omg! i just got back from jalan TAR. bought some stuff n did some vids 4 robotic.

extremely tired. can barely open my eyes right now.
but i'm gonna tell you a litte something yea?
well. just now. i reached there a little late than the others.
so i was kinda lost. haha :) i don't know which hari2 are they in.
heh. ouh. forgot to mention. i'm out with (k.izza,k.mira,ama,afar)
well. afar was later. hmm. so i kinda dont know which way to go to search 4 the hari2 that they're mentioning. n my dad were lost too.so he bising2.haha :P gosh. i hate that.
but wtv.its over. u know. we walked 4 7hours non stop. haha. exception 4 me.
i came late.so i walked 4 6 hours.haha.it was hard to find the stuff that we wanted.
but we had fun. so wtv. haha :)
well. there's something that suprised me today.
i mean. extremely surprising . i've never thought this stuff would happen.
around 3.30 pm. i accompanied ama to the surau. n i cant pray.
so i just sat there n watch some vids from my video cam.
and suddenly my fon rang! omg. noisy2. haha.
"sgan" . ouh. n it was a miscal from chu.wonder why.
but try not to pay any attention to it. so i continued watching vids.
n suddenly ama came to me.

"wei, chu ade ek?"
"chu?mane?"
"tu, yg blakang tiang uh."
"blkg tiang?(peeked), eh. tak ah"
"bkn yg tu. sblh sblh dye"
(i went to the other side of the tiang)
in my mind,
'ek?chu?yeke?asl pelik sgt rambut uh'
(n then that girl looked back)
'o yeah. that's chu'
(she smiled at me,i smiled back,i guess,n then i looked at ama n nodded)
"btol lah tu chu"

technically.i'm shocked. haha. really shocked.
what a small world yea??

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audy kesayangankuhh

haha. audyy,,

tadie.. aku bace blog kao..
ntah nape.. aku rase sebak sangat..
ntah nape.. aku rse parut nie bdarah balekk..
aku musykill jugakk..
tibe2. mate aku brair.pipi aku basah. hati aku perit.
knape ek? tibe2 tdie.
aku terdetik nk tgk evrything yg ade kaitan ngan kao.
hmm..mungken, aku sedih tgk kao sedih,
mungken, aku harapkan persahabatan kte yg dulu
mungken, aku sedih tgk kao kne hadapi semua ini sorg2.

aku igt lagih. 25062009.
hari jadi ku. kao datang. :) aku suka.
hehe :)) tiba2..
kao tanye.. wawa, aku nombor brpe dlm atie kao?
maaf sgt2 audy. aku minx maaf.
sbb aku tak beri jawapan yg jujur ikhlas dari hati aku.
maafkan aku kerna berbohong tnpe ku sedari.
maaf.............
kao tau, jawapan sbnr aku. same cm jwpn kao arituh.
cme, aku takot. takot dipandang serong sbagai seorang yg lupe kawan.
tpie. kini. hnye aku yg dilupakan.
tpie. takpe.. itu tidak penting.
persoalan di hati ku, hnyelahh..
kini, masehkahh jawapan itu tetap same ?

sorry cz this post is in bm. kinda lazy to translate it. :) sorry again.
no more in bm :P pinky promise! ngee~

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siti salwa abd rasid

waiting for bear to found out my blog.

muahahaha :P

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pissed. :P

ouh c'mon...

what the~
aish. i dont get it. why are people getting more skem each day?
i know, i know,
its your title, you have to be skem.
yess, i do agree. no worries,
i get it. and i respect you.
but still, please, please and please. dont be skem if you dont have to.
i know, everyone wants the title " ketua biro D "
okeyy, fine. i dont know why you guys still need that title,
being a prefect isnt enough? no offence. but,
why do extra job when the marks is still the same??
like they've said. work smart. not hard. durhh..

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wawawawawawawawa :P

so this is the post for today.
quite exhausted actually. hurm.
my legs ache! :) haha.
cant wait to go home.
kinda lazy to celebrate cny :P
rather stay at home and sleep.
n study i guess.
hopefully. i dont really have the time at school to study.
so i must not waste my holidays. yeah!
haha :) got a note from bear 2day :) wipee~
kinda wanted to meet her. but..........
dont really wanna go to her dorm.
hurm . that day i wanted to go to her dorm at 4am.
n yes. i was awake. but.....
then i saw someone still wasnt asleep..
so i've canceled it :( aww. too bad.
aish2. hopefully there's next time :)
n i hope i can meet her b4 cny, but nvm.
we'll just see what happens. heh.

life's getting better :) less people interfering in my life :)
i just need some. i dont need much.

mood : teddy bear. :)
~lets see if bear found my blog. :) haha.

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090210

hey. hurm.

just finished pj btw :)
gonna finish my bm presentation later.
i left my book at the dorm.
nway. i'm getting better from day to day.
hehe :) i dont even care about 'them' anymore.
cz i have **** :)
haha. nway. just appointed our new hicom batch today. :)
yeah~ me likeyyy! haha...

1. aishah
2. syakira
3. t-mad
4. arina
5. mrsyq

hehe :) be great yea?
hurm. what else?
ouh. i'm totally bz these days. but its ok.
its better this way :)
but still, i wanna write my blog evryday!!
hehe.

guess what. yesterday she gave me 2 notes.
cz she didnt get to pass the other note ealier. lol +_+
thx. :)

lbnl. few weeks ago.
which is quite a long time ago.
someone told me that someone told her that i'm selfish.
n when i asked her in what way.
she said she dont know.
she only heard from others.urgh. i dont get it.
anyhoo.. am i selfish??

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my life right now.

is a disaster!!

i've lost my bestfriend.
i've lost someone that used to mean a lot to me.
but... i still have someone.
i still have you, AUDI.
thank you.

right now. i'm left with nobody :P
but. i think i might have somebody.
well, i guess so.
i dont know. i dont wanna get my hopes up high.
i dont wanna be disappointed nemore.
i dont wanna get hurt.

but yea, this is a happy blog.
so. dont wanna think bout sad stuff.

now. i have 3 things to focus on.
cheer. xm . robotic.
so. focus wawa! focus!
n know what. if ppl dont wanna appreciate you,
then just get lost.
i dont wanna care no more.
enough is enough. yea?
haha.

anyhoo. lbnl. i wanna write my blog more often now.
n "bear" , thx 4 evrthing :) ngee~

NADIAH AL HASYIR!!! I MISS YOU!

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