recovering

well, its been ............
idk. since i last updated my blog.
but, yeah, kinda lost the momentum to start writing blog again.
too busy right now.
n my life's not in a good condition.
haha.well,
i dont really care bout anyone right now.
cause.....why should i nway.
i have lots of other stuff to do.
but. there's something that really worries me right now.
only "she" knows.
please. i dont want stuff to repeat. it will be worse.
that was the last thing that i want to happen

hmm, next, i was thinking.....
lots of stuff.
u loved someone even if u dont want to.
n u know u shouldnt.
but u do. so how?

know what.
i'm still worried. because..
yeahh.
i feel like i'm losing people in my life.
i feel like people that i love are getting further from me.
or should i say. i'm scared that other people would take sumone away from me?
idk how to explain. but.
i really dont want that to happen.
i dont know what type of person am i.
but, i guess.
i love people too fast.
i love a person too much.
n i dont want to lose that person from my life.


hmm, but wtv, i have stuff to do,
n i'm dead! :(

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