recovering

today, i cried,
but i dont exactly know why,
it tiring anyway,
guess i'm tired of my life huh,
and sometimes. when you're down.
the person who you need the most is not even there.
and sometimes he or she dont even wanna be there for you.
or maybe he or she doesnt even have the effort to be there for you.
and thats when you'll think.
is he or she worth it.
i mean. we,i tried to be there for them but in the end...
it just hurts yourself twice.
i dont exactly know what to say, but i'm really tired of my life right now.
school's getting worse.
its just not that fun anymore.
well. i guess i just have to hold on.
well, i came here to learn. a lot of stuff.
about life. and business is my life.
its everything i am. the only reason i'm staying.
is cause its easier to make any survey for business here.
and its easy for you to know what people are looking for in market.
whats hot and whats not.
and i'll start thinking about what to do in future :)
my passion is business i guess.
but i'm learning science. people always ask me why.
but i guess, its just more interesting and....
i bont know. hard :) haha. i like.
but i still like acc n stuff. n i'll try to learn it a.s.a.p
haha, keyh.i'm bullshitting already.
tonight. i wanna see who will be there for me.
we'll see..the thing is.
i'm tired of chasing people.
esp when people dont really know how to appreciate.
so i guess its enough now. i'm tired of life.
oh. how i wish i could work.
today is the day. i'll try to stop.
yes, i'm tired. i'm scared.
scared of getting hurt.scared of being dissapointed.
scared of betrayal.

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